Holiday fever

It's finally June holidays! I thought we could have a good family time together after the first week of meeting. Who knows, Rachael is down with fever since last Friday. 

Don't worry, she's just posing with an empty packet. 

I've never seen her cried so much since her birth. Inconsolable crying at anything and almost everything. Makes our heart break. I can't seem to know what she really wants. She cries even when she's doing something that she wants to do. 

Her only comfort seems to be latching. I've never latched so much since her birth. And she falls asleep while latching. If I unlatched her, she cries. So she's stuck to me for as long as she sleeps. My shoulders and body are aching. 

The worst thing that can happen is, every time while latching her, I will have stomachache. Past few days I still have hubby with me. Can ask him to take care for a while. Today, he went to work, my family went to shop for furniture. I had no choice but to put her outside the toilet. Uncontrollable crying again. But I had no choice. 

Dear Father, 

I sincerely pray for the recovery of Rachael. I miss her smiles and fats. She seemed to have slimmed down a lot. I pray that You will take away all the fever and discomfort and let her be fully healed by today. By Your stripes, she is healed!

Father, I also pray for all those who lost their child last Friday due to the Sabah earthquake. I pray that You will grant the family peace as they deal with their loss. 

In Jesus' most precious name I pray, Amen!!